Saturday, February 27, 2010
Strange As It Seems You're The One I'm After
HELP ME.
I absolutely hate liking someone,especially someone that I'm not supposed to like.Gah,it's strange seeing as previously I was denying that any feelings for him would ever appear.It's so frustrating.
Stoopid Pui Kay's right D; i AM in denial.
I'd rather stay in denial.Cause then I wouldn't have to admit to anyone but myself that I was wrong and make myself appear stupid/dumb/desperate(some might say).
I HATE IT.WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY.stupid matters of the heart.The only place my heart should be is buried under piles of books and notes. Seeing that my desired soulmate right now is the O level slip that has the glowing,'attractive' look of all A's.
Gah,EFF.Now someone has unknowingly rubbed salt into my nonexistent-in-denial wound. HOW DOES SHE DO IT?I must be one heck of a loser man.
Side note:TBH,i don't really care about the (sad) amount of people that read my blog(As in I don't care how many people read,I still care about the people that read it) So whatever that my blog only gets 1 or 2 views by bored people(I'M LOOKING AT YOU PUIKAY.teehee),I ain't looking for thousands of readers man.And if I was,I'd be advertising my blog's address on my msn/twitter/fb.But instead,I choose the quieter and lonelier option of writing when I feel like it and having no constant feedback to help "steer"me past any obstacles that I (most likely) am and will be writing about.
STUPID FEELINGS.