omg luh. i think my previous blog post got some people to misunderstand who i was directing the thing to. >< erps......

well,i guess the title is self-explanatory,though it is from a movie.
In my opinion,it's quite stupid.All i feel like doing right now is laughing. Sometimes people just have no EQ.
Sometimes i just want to scream into their face "have a f--king heart"
Yeah,maybe i'm just trying to act "mature",like i know everything,but seriously, i can see what that is doing to us.Stupidity to the max.

Oh yeah,and sometimes people have to remember "time is money",so don't effin waste my time. I hate it when people waste my time.

maybe i just have stupid friends.

whatever luh.
People have no eq at all.

There's this one quote/lesson that i learnt from watching Boys Over Flowers is that "You can regret doing something but never regret not doing anything"(not the exact words but the gist of the quote)I know you're thinking i'm a loser but if you actually apply this into life,it really is quite helpful.

so huayyee,you better tell yourself this : GET OVER YOURSELF.just go ahead with it,if you don't try you will never know what will happen.Just do it huayyee you stupid self conscious girl.

i've got nothing to do.
someone help me forget that loser.

hahahaha. I'm laughing at joe jonas. While watching E news,i found out that Joe Jonas and Camilla Belle broke up.And they showed a clip of him crying on stage and getting all emotional )); awww.boohoo )':
It's ironical if you ask me. And he deserves it,with what he did to Taylor Swift and all.It's quite awful that i'm laughing at someone who's just lost his love,but honestly luh,if you betrayed someone before or broke their hearts cause you were a loser,then you'd get the exact same thing :D
what goes around comes around honey.
so suck it up joe jonas.At least now you know how taylor swift felt (;


tmr there's hist test ):
sad sad sad.though i've finished memorising already

Oh btw,you all must go watch the Mentalist! The main character isn't the nicest eye candy but the show is quite cool. :D gogo

I've been bruised and I've been broken
Can't believe that I put up with all this pain
I've been used and I was choking on the promise I would never fall again

I used to sing to your twisted symphony
The words that had me trapped inside your misery
But now I know
The reason why I couldn't breathe

'Cause all I want is everything you're not
So go ahead and slam the door
'Cause you can't shut me out
And no i don't, I don't care what you say
'Cause all I really, all I really want Is everything you're not
Everything you're not not not

Your darkness was my weakness but it turns out
That it only went so deep
A meaningless diversion that is all that you
Ever meant to me

And I am done with your twisted symphony
The words that had me sound like stolen poetry
I tore the pages and I can finally breathe

I want a gentleman who treats me like a queen
I need respect,
I need love nothing in between

I will not spell it out for you if you can't see '
Cause you're not worthy, you don't deserve me
And now I'm gone



to self : go tell yourself this (: you'll get over him in no time

Today i bought Demi Lovato's new cd(Here We Go Again) It's awesome,though the price is like ;o
However,I don't regret buying her CD cause she has an awesome voice and the songs are really good. I encourage everyone to buy it (; This album is so much better than the last.
I'm ridiculously tired now. ); tmr i've got to study for Bio!Gah.it's frustrating but who cares.

"you're so hypnotizing
you've got me laughing while i sing
you've got me smiling in my sleep"

it's a lovely verse from my favourtie song from her album,it's called "catch me" :D

Oh,and you all must go to Youtube and watch the Alice in Wonderland (2010) trailer! It's a lovely piece of work with amazing actors. Tim Burton really is a genius.He's a superb director. I must go watch that movie when it comes out! (;

Today i'm 1 year older! haha turned 15 (; sounds old,yet,not so much. I realised something that i should've realised a long long long long time ago : I HAVE THE AWESOMEST FRIENDS.
I love you guys so so so much.Thanks for all your gifts and wishing...

The people i want to thank in no particular order :
Pui Kay
Jasmine
Xue Ting
Rui Chern
Wan Shing
Xiu Hui
Claudia(Thanks for the necklace! ILY)
Adlin
Pearlyn(OMG.your brownies are awesome)
Adib
Vivien
Xiao Yuan
Zi Hui
Yi Jie
Esther (YOUR CARD IS LOVELY.ILY)
Jermaine(thanks for the awesome card!!! and lovely chocolates)
Bernice(HAH i love the chocs)
Audrey
Ting Ting
Rachel Lee
Yu Han
Hui Hui
Li Hui
Fish
Jia Yun
Benedict
Sherlyn
Joanne (thanks for folding those many many starssss)
Belvia(thanks for the card! i was super surprised you made one;D )
Ming Yuan
Justin
Haran
Charles
Aunty Cindy
Samuel Wong
Cristabelle
Wei Yuan
Charmain
Rachel __ (the NCC one,i forgot your surname><) Brian Ryuto Justina and my family members cause they are lovely.esp my grandma and 2 ppl whose numbers i do not know cause i didn't ask them >< lol


if i forgot/left anyone out then i'm super super sorry. I love you guys so much.
and truly,it's the thought that counts.

and more thanks to pearlyn and claudia for making after LC so funn (;

by the way people this post is only going to be about my review on Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince.

So yesterday i watch Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince.Looking at the title you'd think the movie would actually circle around it.Well,it didnt,if i remember correctly the book didn't circle much around the Half Blood Prince too,so i can't really complain about it. However,the movie was rather disappointing.The action and thrill pretty much stops at the trailer.The movie was depressing,although the darker theme is applaudable,however,i feel that the movie was relatively draggy and long.The first part of the movie was way better than the second.Yeah,the book wasn't exciting and all action,but the least they could do was inject more necessary scenes.

I honestly think the romance bit was a waste of my time.Ginny and Harry's relationship seemed as develop as a peanut,thus,they shouldn't have added in more scenes depicting their relationship.Hermione and Ron's relationship seemed abit lopsided.However,i liked seeing how it blossomed,though nothing really happened in the end. Also,Hermione and Ron seemed far more present in the first half of the film.The second half they disappeared to god know's where,and concentrated more on Harry.I know it's supposed to go that way but i think it'd be funner with Harry's two friends.

Moreover, in this film,i think Draco Malfoy managed to surpass Harry Potter in terms of character development.Harry now is much less the same in the last one,whereas we can see Draco's character develop further and understand his emotional struggle now that his father is in Azkaban.

This movie didn't seem to 'click' altogether.Some parts felt disjointed while others were pretty random.But i must say that this film is way better than the pathetic excuse of a movie called Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix.However,my main complaint is that this film failed to give anyone the "wow' factor that Harry Potter movies (HP 1,2,3,4) usually do.Also,action seemed to be at it's minimal in this film.The only complete fight,however short it is, is the fight between Draco and Harry.The ending "fight" was patheticly short and it portrayed Harry as being weak.That 'fight' was the most disappointing.

My absolute favourites in this movie are Draco and Bellatrix.The movie shows audience that Draco is indeed a nice person.Despite many people thinking that he covers up his weakness with arrogance,he is actually very loyal and not weak at all.Imagine falling from grace with your father being sent to prison,that's what made him interesting.However,Draco's role is like the film itself,disjointed.Some times he has scenes and then he doesnt.Which makes it rather messy. Overall,i'd pick Draco over Harry anytime :DDD Bellatrix is super cool.I think Helena Boham Carter managed to execute the role flawlessly.She made Bellatrix appear just the right amount of mad and crazy, and still inject some mischief in the character. It's rather fun seeing Bellatrix in this film. Her costumes were like ;DDDDDDD

Overall,i encourage people to watch the film despite my many complaints. You will be astonished once you see the scenes in which Harry sees Dumbledore's first encounter with Tom Riddle (Voldermort).That scene was brilliant as it was rather creepy and gave me chills,but still undoubtedly awesome (; Also the one with the screaming girl floating in the air was awesome too cause it was like a scene from a horror movie

But yes, Go watch Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince cause you'll feel rather incomplete if you dont :D

i want to go overseas.........

In due of the upcoming common test,i've made a promise to myself that i will study.I don't want to get horrid results like my MYE.
Here's what i must do tmr:
1)Do bio notes
2)Do physics 10yr series
3)not sleep for more than an hour after tuition

baby steps dude.baby steps.
I must make sure i do those things!haha.i must do bio notes cause i obviously don't listen during bio lesson.

I feel awful cause today i was really horrid in the morning.I guess i was just really angry from the lack of sleep.I feel most sorry towards Joanne as i was complaning non-stop to her.I bet she wanted to slap me both mentally and physically.but ILY joanne (: [though you won't see this cause you don't read my blog nor know that i have one]

If anyone actually reads my pm or notices it,you'd realise that all the songs playing are taylor swift's songs.That's cause she's awesome.I love her songs,it's really easy to relate to.


iwannagoaway....

huayyee is a loser cause she doesn't reply tags o;

that's partly cause i'm really lazy.Then again,it's more work typing out a blog post then tagging a few lines.Haha.The mind of a looney person...

i feel quite loserish these few days.Been really pissed for no particular reason,my feelings have gone up and down.The worst thing of it all is i get really pissed off w/friends who do nothing to me and i follow it up by gossiping about them to Pui Kay.I feel horrible,like as though i'm a 2 faced person.Gah!my mood swings are...poopish

My ego is piecing itself back together(very very very slowly) finally.oh gosh,how i wish to get rid of this horrible lonely feeling luh (you know what i mean,yeah?) And i feel angry with myself.it's like i'm some desperate person with no backbone.As though i'm waiting for something that's never gna happen.it sucks.big time...

i wanna go out before common test comes cause i'd be buried under immense guilt(for not studying) and unopened books then.

Claud!i wanna go out with you (((((((((((((((((((((((((((;

Yeah and recently my msn thingy is on busy cause i really don't feel like talking to anybody. So if anyone talks to me and i don't reply....then sorry yeah.Just not into the talking and speaking mood lately.

I HATE SCHOOL.
and whoa it's 12.27 am. i should be sleeping.Joy,hello 5hrs of sleep.

don't mind the really vulgar title yeah.

While my patheticly ripped up ego/pride is lying in a sad dusty corner,i'll continue to hope and wait.
haha.

Enough of that,just wna say that i really really really want to watch Harry Potter ;D Not cause of Daniel Radcliffe,his hair is complete poop i tell you,it's so nerdy,i preferred the long unkempt hair from HP 1-4. (: Oh well,my favourite HP characters as of today are Bellatrix Lestrange,cause she's ridiculously awsome,Draco Malfoy,cause he's quite cute :DDDD, and Ron,cause he's like the comic relief. I absolutely dislike,from the trailers and all,Ginny.I think Daniel Radcliffe and that actress dont have an ounst of chemistry.HP is looking nerdier and nerdier each movie. What happened to the (quite) cute HP from Movie 3 (prisoner of Azkaban).That was the movie he looked the cutest and most handsome luh! Now he's all nerdy and...short.hahha.However, i think Emma Watson gets amazingly prettier(and hotter) each time a HP movie is made.

While watching HP 2(on chnnl 5) and simultaneously watching HP 5(on HBO), i realised that i love the british accent even more.muahah.Cause IMO british people sound super smart with the accent.It doesn't really matter what they say.They could say "Bill Gates is poor and he invented the television"(obviously untrue,i'm not stupid) and they'd still look like the smartest people in the world.The power of an accent.

An interesting fact : During english oral,if you don't know how to pronounce a particular word,you can just say "watermelon" and you'd sound correct.LOL.An interesting fact i learnt from Carolyn during TLL.

Another interesting,yet irrelevant, fact : i realised i can type on a laptop without opening my eyes!TEEHEE.


i can't even see anyone when he's with me.

I had CL oral today!it was pretty okay just that i forgot to say the "hou guo" and that i pretty much threw my self-esteem away speaking chinese to xiao yuan who laughed at it ):
hahha.
I hope i do well!

on a much darker note...
Today was another day that my ego plummeted to a very sad and pathetic level.Everyone knows i have a massive ego/pride(not really).This is why i hate to be the first person to initiate and conversation by texting.Cause the person can just choose not to reply you.It's rather demoralising when you think about.Mustering heaps of courage,though blinded by extreme happiness,and just be the first to text.And then after a few hours,that tiny strand of hope that maybe __ will reply you will just fade away.It's an awful feeling (though very one-sided)

This really sucks.
i must tell myself : let go

Wow,i just watched the rerun of Michael Jackson's memorial service. It was really sad.I totally balled my eyes out when MJ's daughter,Paris,spoke.After seeing so many performances and watching all the news,i realised that Michael has impacted,inspired and touched many people. It's sad to see an Icon just leave like that.He truly has gone too soon. I hope he's well whevever he is now and that his family and children stay strong (:


Okay,from today i will try not to swear and hopefully wipe out the word "eff-you-see-kay" from my vocabulary. I'll try. Though i doubt i'll succeed anyway. (a girl can try luh)

things happen for a reason.

Long Live The King

LOL.
i just watched angus,thongs and perfect snogging.This has been my erm....5th/6th/7th time i've watched it.Teehee.It's an awesome movie,that i'll never get tired of, cause the guys there are really super hot (; It's awesome.And the cast really can act.i love lovey dovey movies.Especially in the end when the mega hot dude says something that's really sweet to the not-so-good-looking girl. I'm such a romantic. (;
Aaron Johnson is.....wow. So darn hot. + the british accent. ultimate LOVE.
This movie makes me want to get a british boyfriend.(i must!) :D I love love love the accent. So much nicer than the american accent. Heh.
However,one of the most disturbing thing in that movie is that all the girls are all boy crazy and loved up.haha.they're like super desperate.But oh well,at least they got to be surrounded by mega cute guys.

i want a british bf. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

(good luck for my oral on fri.3more days!!!!)

let me get it

i have oral on FRIDAY.and now i'm having a SORE THROAT,to top it of,i've got a horrible COUGH
can you say 'unlucky'. ;/
i'm real worried about it D;
and i know my title doesnt really relate to the post but honestly, "smooth criminal" is my favourite MJ song okay!("anti gravity lean!")
haha.
f**k luh,i hate having cough.what if it doesnt go away.This will totally screw my already-gna-be-screwed-by-lousy-chinese-standard oral.i'm so worried.i want to do well,okay. Help me (prays)

So i'm Part A aps.w/charmaine and ruichern. Which is kinda cool.yet kinda ;/
i dont know what to feel luh.heh

My leg really hurts now and i have not finished chinese tuition hwk+chem wrkshts+filing+practicing for oral. HOW HOW HOW.
it's times like these that i wish the world would stop spinning.Just for me.I want this world to stop and go back.I know everyone says to embrace the present,but i don't want to.cause i guess i'm denial of the present.I keep lying to myself that the future will be different,but i know my complacency will cost me alot.It's no secret that i dislike where i am now.Everyone says i should be lucky that i've got this and i've got that.But i don't feel generally happy.You could say unappreciative,but what the hell do you know about me.I just want to escape reality.I dont want to feel pressured by everyone's expectation of me or what i should do.I don't want to feel pressured by the future,or that whatever mistake i make could affect the future.This age sucks. You're neither here nor there.This is the age where you are aware.Aware of what?You should know.Everything.I want to pretend i don't know what the heck is going but i do know. F*ck this luh.

i've said this before and i'll say it again ; just get me out of here.

I'M ALONE DDDDDDDDD; and fat.
I've got no one );
and oral is in 7 days.That's horribly fast.What should i do....
someone intro me to _ _ _ s.haha.can't wait till mon to come.at least i'll have smth to look forward to.

I don't know whether to be happy or not...
I am happy.Just that...
I know my voice won't be heard, but i hope it will be.

Jasmine don't hibernate already,later you become fat (:
good luck for oral,hee.