HELP ME.
I absolutely hate liking someone,especially someone that I'm not supposed to like.Gah,it's strange seeing as previously I was denying that any feelings for him would ever appear.It's so frustrating.

Stoopid Pui Kay's right D; i AM in denial.
I'd rather stay in denial.Cause then I wouldn't have to admit to anyone but myself that I was wrong and make myself appear stupid/dumb/desperate(some might say).

I HATE IT.WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY.stupid matters of the heart.The only place my heart should be is buried under piles of books and notes. Seeing that my desired soulmate right now is the O level slip that has the glowing,'attractive' look of all A's.

Gah,EFF.Now someone has unknowingly rubbed salt into my nonexistent-in-denial wound. HOW DOES SHE DO IT?I must be one heck of a loser man.

Side note:TBH,i don't really care about the (sad) amount of people that read my blog(As in I don't care how many people read,I still care about the people that read it) So whatever that my blog only gets 1 or 2 views by bored people(I'M LOOKING AT YOU PUIKAY.teehee),I ain't looking for thousands of readers man.And if I was,I'd be advertising my blog's address on my msn/twitter/fb.But instead,I choose the quieter and lonelier option of writing when I feel like it and having no constant feedback to help "steer"me past any obstacles that I (most likely) am and will be writing about.

STUPID FEELINGS.

Hello pearlyn and other bored people who are checking my blog for "regular" updates.

((; Mos-ed with Joanne today and I feel super fat since I ate heckloads of food D: oh nooo. Haha,despite the fats gained,it was really fun.I think that if people actually heard the contents of our conversation they'd be shocked and would mostlikely burst in laughter.Yes, it's THAT funny.
Joanne was and still is attempting to fuel my non-existent love life with her fantasies of me and blank.
Which is really quite funny for me.

Boys Like Girls last thursday was the BOMBXZXZ. Despite many uncivilised people, I still had a blast.Wifey(claud) and I were hooked arm in arm at first,but we were pulled apart ): Oh well,at least i caught a fantastic view of them! I was like infront of all the pathetic people who attempted to push their sorry ass infront.Too bad for them they had to go through me! Cause man, I get really defensive over my "spot".I elbowed,pushed,pulled people's hair,stepped on their feet and kicked them in their legs for ATTEMPTING to go infront of me. L.O.S.E.R.S.
I defended my spot well people.

However,the whole situation makes me less enthusiastic about ever going for a standing concert.Yes, people might say that it's much more fun to be standing below them.But honestly, i just wanted to appreciate their music and actually be in the prescence of all these bands. The pushing-tugging-pulling scene isn't really my thing cause it just gets me all too distracted from the band's vocals and talents. Honestly,I don't remember what they sound live since I was too caught up shoving the losers around me away.

Oh well,it was still awesome overall!

History test tmr ): Wish me good luck!