Monday, November 2, 2009
Into The Rush
A sugar rush that is! That's what state Joanne and I were in during the Hort Park CIP.Things got a little crazy and we started waltzing.Hopefully we didn't scare away any potential recyclers!
I'm really angry now.Not angry at anyone in particular but angry at myself.How could I throw my pride down just like that.It's totally not me.I'm disgusted at the way I've handled the whole thing.I'm rather ashamed of myself to be honest,like I would never do such stupid,desperate acts if I were thinking clearly.This is horrifying.I'm so stupid.Why would I ever ___ such a person who is so..........and doesn't even.........and has never....... I'm mortified at my ways.I really hope I can quickly get this over and done with so i can carry on with my life.I hope I don't ever act this way ever when i ____ a ____.
DDDDDDDD;
Pui Kayyyyyyyyyyyyy. ):i want to talk to you now.But I know you're sleeping ):
i can't be bothered to check my grammar/spelling/whatever in this post since i'm too irritated with my pathetic self.