Today I finally got my much needed exercise by playing Basketball at the court near Vivien's house.Finally doing something besides studying is rather fulfilling, I feel my fats slowly(very very very slowly) melting away.I really hope vivien wil invite us again! Her brother,Delvin(?) was super cute, i bet he was totally irritated when i kept asking him to hold me as I attempted to ride that 1/2 skateboard thingy.Falling hurts you see. );

Gah,when i got home i was greeted by infuriating incidents.Sometimes i really want to take back the words or the actions that i say or do.It sucks when i go all "i regret saying...." To me it's disgusting, I'd would never want to speak like this to anyone or if anyone did that to me I'd be extremely hurt.Gah!I must learn how to manage my anger(and weight)
teehee.

Physics paper today was horrible,though for the first time in 8months i finally understood most of the questions! Yay for improvements ;p Tmr we're getting back the e-math paper,which is super scary.I don't wanna fail or like get anything under a b3 for any subjects! >< Oh well,beggers can't be choosers,i'll just settle for anything over 60 :D hahaha. lying to myself consoles me.

fuck you.you selfish piece of shit.one day karma will hit you right on your fuckin' dick.And when that day comes,no one will save you.more like no one will be willing to save you.Go fuck away luh,like how you will soon fuck your life,money,everyone around you,freedom and love away. __