I'm utterly disgusted at myself.After _ _ _ _ _ _ _ told me about her and blah,i felt super sad for myself. Ew,i actually want a bf pls. Which in my opinion is such a desperate statement.That's why i'm disgusted.I can't believe i would actually feel this way okay.What the hell is wrong with me. Gah.I bet everyone thinks i'm a despo.This sucks to the maxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.

Damn everything.I hate this disgusting feeling.And even if i want one,i obviously can't get any,cause i'm not pretty/cute/air headed like everyone else is.Shittttttttttttttttttttttttttttt.

Stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid.you stupid girl.