i have oral on FRIDAY.and now i'm having a SORE THROAT,to top it of,i've got a horrible COUGH
can you say 'unlucky'. ;/
i'm real worried about it D;
and i know my title doesnt really relate to the post but honestly, "smooth criminal" is my favourite MJ song okay!("anti gravity lean!")
haha.
f**k luh,i hate having cough.what if it doesnt go away.This will totally screw my already-gna-be-screwed-by-lousy-chinese-standard oral.i'm so worried.i want to do well,okay. Help me (prays)

So i'm Part A aps.w/charmaine and ruichern. Which is kinda cool.yet kinda ;/
i dont know what to feel luh.heh

My leg really hurts now and i have not finished chinese tuition hwk+chem wrkshts+filing+practicing for oral. HOW HOW HOW.
it's times like these that i wish the world would stop spinning.Just for me.I want this world to stop and go back.I know everyone says to embrace the present,but i don't want to.cause i guess i'm denial of the present.I keep lying to myself that the future will be different,but i know my complacency will cost me alot.It's no secret that i dislike where i am now.Everyone says i should be lucky that i've got this and i've got that.But i don't feel generally happy.You could say unappreciative,but what the hell do you know about me.I just want to escape reality.I dont want to feel pressured by everyone's expectation of me or what i should do.I don't want to feel pressured by the future,or that whatever mistake i make could affect the future.This age sucks. You're neither here nor there.This is the age where you are aware.Aware of what?You should know.Everything.I want to pretend i don't know what the heck is going but i do know. F*ck this luh.

i've said this before and i'll say it again ; just get me out of here.