I had CL oral today!it was pretty okay just that i forgot to say the "hou guo" and that i pretty much threw my self-esteem away speaking chinese to xiao yuan who laughed at it ):
hahha.
I hope i do well!

on a much darker note...
Today was another day that my ego plummeted to a very sad and pathetic level.Everyone knows i have a massive ego/pride(not really).This is why i hate to be the first person to initiate and conversation by texting.Cause the person can just choose not to reply you.It's rather demoralising when you think about.Mustering heaps of courage,though blinded by extreme happiness,and just be the first to text.And then after a few hours,that tiny strand of hope that maybe __ will reply you will just fade away.It's an awful feeling (though very one-sided)

This really sucks.
i must tell myself : let go